Running in place

I am getting used to the taste of failure on a daily diet of steady rejection from my fiercest wants doors slammed in my face no matter where I go there is no escape so I learn to get comfortable with running in place sweating out one heartbeat at a time I can’t love the…

Thaumaturgy

Magic is the stuff that lets you take the ordinary and turn shit to fairy dust the tangled gestating forms an exciting movement opening in the blood that flows through your heart Alchemy’s recipe of giving distills the elixir from lust popping to the beat of your drum my cherry plucked you are the wellspring…

Pretty much a manual on survival.

Never give up. Even if it means being a stubborn ass about not letting the appearances of things deceive you. It takes discipline. Ruthless discipline. It’s the only thing that makes you rise out of who you just were. My manual on how to stay alive. After surviving. Years. It’s a messy business. This thriving…