The moving parts

You get to a point you can’t track all the moving parts the busy bits the needling pauses the sudden starts a part of your mind tunes out and there it goes spinning on its own out of control like it always was You just detached instead of being the movie you step back and…

The way it went

I’ve tried to find shelter in close bonds friends, lovers, family only to find there’s nothing to be found in the ignorance of others’ best intentions I spent years studying intimacy to grasp what’s within and what’s not One day I woke up things wrinkled, things shrunk others grew and this is not how I…

All of my choices

I’m turning into someoneI barely recognizethose eyes have seen it allshe can’t disguisethat she doesn’t knowit just showsthru the crook in her smiledepths hinted at you can barely fathombut you feel the weight of her wavesas close as a rider breathingwith his horse carrying both I’m polarizing truthfacing down the wavessurfing her displaysthe emotional roller…

On the process of growing older

I let the young years fret away pained with the complex self-importance my thoughts carried opinions erected in my 20s built as pillars to support they ended up transforming into bars cold and heavy with rigid sets of rules until I met a modern day muse her silences pulled me in a siren of my…

The way it went

I’ve tried to find shelter in close bondsfriends, lovers, familyonly to findthere’s nothing to be foundin the ignoranceof others’ best intentionsI spent years studyingintimacyto grasp what’s withinand what’s not One day I woke upthings wrinkled, things shrunkothers grew and this is nothow I imagined livingalive in the gravemost of my lifehas already passed me bywhat…

Becoming fearless

Speak my fears to the wind may they blow past us you say I attach to this that I enjoy it as I generate the storm caught in between the grit and your mirrored truth thrust in the torn-to-bits whispered chills knots without solutions that can be seen a funeral for the losses all my…